Sleepy, Tired, Lazy n Stress

i was so so so tired n sleepy today. Got class at 9 today,n i woke up only at 8.30..haha
I managed to reach college at 9.15 so late abit only,nvm...
Went in to the class n first thing i want to do is to sleep, The cushioned chair in the auditorium so comfortable, Makes me more sleepy. At that moment, i was thinking in my head, it will be like in heaven if i got my bolster,comforter n bed! Just woke up n thinking of sleeping again, thats me when i m back in kl. When i m in taiping i dont sleep much, When i m in KL woo...i sleep like omg!
I was sleepy the wholeday in college, the next class i was also sleepy, i can hardly open my eyes. I have to like force my eyes to open,that kind le...teruk..
Then i fell asleep just before the class at 2 start, at least can sleep abit la. Then i had to pay attention cause lecturer revising, got mid term tomoro..lalala.so gonna ....
I havent really studied just like look here n there abit, hope i can answer. Nowadays i am just too too too super lazy, really cannot make things done one!especially study, izit the result of too long holiday?
At least i did not feel sleepy after the lil bit sleep before class n can concentrate, everytime when the lecturer do revision sure i semangat wan to do account wan, n i think its not super hard i think i still can manage la, but when i reach home, *poof the semangat just hilang...N i got this semangat to want to sleep. So i slept,i told myself to wake up at 6 sumthing n i woke up an hour later, ezen sememangnya the great in sleeping! When the days that i got no class i can actually sleep until 2 or 3...great anot? Wah,Now i semangat blogging eh,i've been writting about sleeping,tiredness n laziness,quite long also huh..not bad!
If i say the mid term n the assignment n the studies is stressing me, u all blif anot?
If u look at me i think u dun think i m stressed,but i actually am STRESSED!
Something is not right with me, sometimes i will be so bersemangat to study but the next minute *poof the semangat to study is gone n i m onlining or sleeping or watching teevee or cleanin my room or watever that is not studying...
I want to go back Taiping next week, wee!
I want to eat the tai chian fried rice, chicken wing, n alot sumore la!
I want to go siang malam.
I want to see my ama.
I want to go home...
But i m also worried,cos i thot if i stay in kl den i will study but i think thats bullshit cos if i stay here also i wont study wan.Cause in another 3weeks time its my finals!dat means when i come back from tpg i will only hav 2 wks to study, that time must really study! Cause my another cousin wedding is in taiping n i m going back at the weekend before my finals..scary rite? But thats life la, tak kan la i dun wan go...Sure must go! In life always got things bercanggah wan, tapi wat to do....Have to work hard hard lo...lalala
i gotta go memupuk semangat to study d. BYE!

Holiday ended

So...
What can i say?
Holiday ended, n started studying for the past 2weeks...
next week is goin to b week number 3!another 4 more weeks to go n exam! OH...oh...
n after exams, holidays!!!!hahaha....just finished holidaying n here i m thinking of holiday! adakah patut?
This is goin to be a short sem,n that means everything is so packed n fast, n by the time i notice that, it had already past...
Hav to work extra hard(as if i will)...

Had been dreaming of ... for the past few nights, what is dis dream about huh?
Might be because of my thought la...

Just before my holiday ended, theres my cousin's wedding =)
Then i went back here for like about a week, den went back tpg got raya holiday 4 days only..
better than nothing la...
den came back here..n here i am blogging..
This semester 1 year 1 i n business, i got three days of classes per week..but the classes back to back wan n damn tiring...
I found out something..
when there is more days that i got no class, that means on those day i have to study wan,
but did i?
lalalalala....

Fire * Api

So, do i know or not? i think i know d.
Anyway no need to know about that d, the next thing...
Fire, what is fire?
in this post today i m going to talk about fire.
This fire i m going to talk about is no ordinary fire,
This fire has some other meaning...like the imaginary fire in our life
N this fire is happiness n also ...........
Everyone has their own fire, the difference is whether the fire is big or small or dying or bla bla bla...
To me n sum of my friends this fire is important...
The bigger the fire the better it is for us, how to make the fire bigger? hahahaha
working...
la la la =)

i dont know wat i want,
wait..i think i know wat i want,
but wat i want is ; is that too much?
i dont know how to describe my self,
how could i do this to myself?
how can i not understand myself?
i thot i shud b understanding myself deeper than everything,
n more than anyone else do...
But y is this happening to me?
Do i know or Do i not know?

ala,

lala,

lalala...

nothing to say

Had been holidaying for the past two months..
My holiday is goin to end in a few weeks time...
How i wish my holiday will be forever!!!! =)
In my dreams that will be!
I had been thinking of wat i will want to do after i graduate,n i got beautiful plans.
But for now i will keep that in my mind, n will only bring that out after i finish my studies, n thats another three more years...
My life right now is taiping, taiping n more taiping...N i hope that taiping n taiping n more taiping will forever be in my life!

smile

=)
just smile...heehee
i got my results,n i passed everything!!!!
the worrying for my results is ending!!!
got more holidays....
=) again...

someone special,
=) =) =) this is for u! i hope u smile too!

i start with a smile n i will end with one too.
=)

mind is not working right

Today is wednesday...
and my results coming out dis friday...
i m worried...
i really wan to pass!everything!!!
u know wat?
i m enjoying everydat i had in tpg,eventho i m doing nothing...
n i stil want this to continue!!!
please make it happen!!!
one more thing..
i dunt know wat to do...how?
ask my heart, i wil let my heart tel me wat to do...
someone special, any suggestions...

JAMBU

Why is the title of this post JAMBU?
i just feel like naming this post jambu, maybe its because of the jambu i ate just now..
I love jambu...i can eat alot of jambu at once...n also watermelon with salt! good...
ok now,y am i blogging about fruits?
today went pretty well, i bought this spongebob thingy from mcds, its like the tissue thingy...
but the tissue box in my house cannot fit in the dat cause its too big, must go n get the smaller one...
something bla bla from me again ;

e :I really want this holiday to continue forever.........
z: if this holiday continue forever then the future wont comes!
e :I want this to be forever then i will be young forever, i dont need to work,
just be like wat i am now, holiday n holiday =)
z: ya, right. Eventually u will be bored of that and want to move to the future.
e: No, i like nono..i mean i looooovvveeee my holiday life, how can i be bored and move to the future? u know its like this is my now! my now is everything!hehe..
z: This is my now, as in this is ur now...but u r moving to the future thats y its called now now and then then,got it?
e: whatever u say la!!!

-the end-

~to: you =) frm:me~

mango!

i just cut my hair this afternoon....
how izit??? i duno....
i got rough hair!
n i really want to pass everything so that i can stay in taiping!!! please let me pass!
i really need to pass!!!

green green ezen

hello people!
i m sorry for not blogging.
watched 200 pounds beauty n i just love the songs! beautiful song!beautiful ppl!
i dunt know wat to do now, so i m sitting here blogging but dont know wat to blog
OH, i was supposed to blog about the party which i prepared!
everything went well, dat was like two weeks ago!
eventually i din cook alone, got people help!my sister,cousin...pinah n eejane also help..
so it was okay,sumore its like cook abit bit only, and mizen ordered outside food also!
n i m done with that!
what happen somemore?
ermmm....i was sick on last friday but now i m getting better n going to be well d...
Went to karaoke saturday nite, i was actually shouting n not singing! so lost my voice after dat,fortunately my voice was back to normal the next morning,hehe...
Had fun there!
I think i m really going to miss this holiday in taiping! Nothing much happen everyday, n its usually the same routine everyday, to some this may be boring, but i like this!hehehe...
i just like it , and dun know y!
I just Love Taiping!!!heehee =)

something for someone special : Have a nice day =)