Thursday, January 22, 2009


my mother reads my blog.

Monday, January 19, 2009


There is this heavy stone on my chest, as the day comes nearer the stone will b heavier.
I do not like this feeling.
This is something that most of us have to go through in life.
So just deal with it.
The first time i had this feeling was like two years ++ back, so ya this is the second time i m having this heavy stone on chest feeling.
I know i can deal with this, it just takes time. How long this time, i seriously don't know.
Hope it gets better in time...

you make me bahagia, i am lucky that i m able to b bahagia once more.
n So i will live this moment and try not to think so much about my 'the heavy stone on chest' feeling.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Aku terjaga malam semalam,dengan hati yang terasa amat berat...

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Aku akan pergi.
Cuti yang berbulan2 lamanya kini tinggal beberapa minggu je lagi.
Memang berat hati saya untuk meninggalkan sini,
terutamanya pada masa2 begini...

Thursday, January 08, 2009

Today is after all not that bad.

Today is not as great as how yesterday was.
What is all this.
Got blamed for fun?

Saya tak puas hati,
Wa bo kam muan,
Ngo em kam sam,
EEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....I am super GERAM!

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

seventh January

I spend half of the day alone at home.
Watching teevee,
and now Blogging.

Only four weeks plus and i m leaving, I still do not feel anything right now, Maybe because i haven't thought of it thoroughly yet, or more like doesn't want to think about it.
I hope i leave,happily no more dramas nothing more, and i hope that i would also come back happily end of this year without any dramas happening when i m not here...
I've gone through alot(to me it is to some others it might be nothing), to be BAHAGIA again...
n i hope nothing comes in between...

Thursday, January 01, 2009


Goodbye 2008,
Happy New Year 2009 all.

Here it comes, Flashback of 2008 from me.
Two thousand eight started one year ago, n by the time i realize its going to be two thousand nine d.That is how fast two thousand eight was for me!

Well, 2008 was overall a good year for me i guess.
Finished my last two semester here, n had a long holiday till i start my 2nd year.
Goodbyes n Hellos.
Friends leaving n friends coming n i m leaving soon.
Had real Fun during Chinese New Year.
Baked, Fried, Cooked.
Tried out some new things.
Studied for exam real last minute.
Doing assignment real last minute n finished it just in time.
Slept only about an hour before exam,cause was copying notes the whole nite, n survived without falling asleep during exams.
Survived two semesters.
Stayed in Taiping for a long time,n enjoyed it so so so so so so so much.
Discovered SS.
Worked in a petrol station as the position of Cashier.
Earned some money for the first time.
Took the time to stare out of my window.
Enjoyed every holiday i had in Taiping.
Finally I am Bahagia...