monday

I am relieved..yes,relieved for the day.

So i am one more week nearer to the day.yup,the day i have been waiting for since i come here.
Seven days nearer, tujuh hari lebih dekat.

friday the twenty seventh

I wanted to start bloggin about assignments n presentations, n i tell myself to just stop i have to many post on this already.

I was suppose to view,something today, but that is not going to happen.
n i wont b upset,i will just have to keep looking.
I've got internet at home!!! finally,that made my day,i can now go online using windows live messenger n not the web messenger,i can webcam can talk!!! excited like shit...super shakeena made that happen!!!

I had healthy breakfast today.
I can't wait for what i want to come,so many planning..so many ideas...
ekspidisi bahagia!!!!

week end

I feel bad for what i said n did,but i am happy.heehee.
Actually i didnt do anything, its just expressions of feelings.

Its a sunday,another week passed, i am a week nearer to the day.
Although its still quite long,but it is a week nearer, seven days nearer.
I am doing the right thing now i guess.

bersepah

I am better now.
Better as in i duno, just better.
So am i not good before this? or anything happen before this?
Nothing,i just feel like typing the phrase 'i am better',for what i don't know.

Uni so far, not bad but assignments n presentation n tests coming in.
So, its time to work hard,real hard eTyx.real hard..
Mid sem break is coming soon,which means mid term test is coming too.
So is time passing fast or slow? Sometimes it is quite slow but sometimes it is fast.

Do i live for the moment or i will do things that will benefit me in the future?
Past few months i live for the moment, n now i think i m doing things that sumtimes i dun like to benefit my future.
I have changed, yes eTyx have changed from time to time. N i realize i sometimes change back to the old me, mayb i m still experimenting.

I notice the things that i blog today,has no connection at all..

I m so so so super excited for the day that i will b goin back in June to come!
So the Day please come fast.

n i hope nothing happen n nothing menghalang my kebahagiaan anymore!

notice the song on my blog??

i love the song and am addicted to it..

kita bermain main...

semua bahagia semua bahagia..

kita berangan-angan..

semua bahagia semua bahagia..

hidup susah..senyum susah..

rasa syukur ini sukar dilupakan..

oh ku bahagia...

oh ku bahagia..

:-)

*This song makes me smile...

New Life

Today i am goin to blog about my life here in Joondalup, yes about my new life here.
It's been a month i m here i think. How do feel? I seriously don't know what i feel. Nola i know la

I feel independent, haha. Yes, i am independent. Manusia berdikari i am now.
I am away from home, alone in another country so somehow i have to be independent rite?
Here, we got to do everything by ourselves, like pay rent back home dont have to pay rent. Oh, so what if i forgot to pay my rent? Then i would be kicked out of the house,i better remember. eTyx better REMEMBER to pay ur rent. Other than that, i have to wash my clothes, fold them, wash dishes, clean my room, feed myself, find food for myself, cook, shop for groceries. I know it is actually not hard la,n its most of the things that one should b able to do,n yes i am able n i think thats a part of being independent. What else that is independent? Going to the atm machine or bank to get money, i don't think its independent la cause its not my own money. Oh,n i have to be more responsible now, that is of course la. I think that's about it.



I walk alot here,as i have no choice but to walk. I got no car, no scooter,no bicycle n yes there's public transport but i still have to walk,n on weekends no bus so walk more. I walk to uni and walk back home. I can actually catch a bus, but it will b healthier for me to walk so just walk.
So, i wake up get my self ready n walk to uni via the police academy. There is this mini lake in the P.A, and everytime i pass there i can see ducks swimming happily there. Usually on the way to uni i will only be able to see a few of them,but on the way home, thats the time when all the ducks come out for a swim i guess. I sometimes wonders where do they come from? There is this one day that all the ducks were like on land waiting for their turn to dive, i guess,n when i walk pass them they started to dive into the lake one by one, two by two, three by three n so on la..Nice to see ah..Hopefully there will be a duck diving show later.

This place is not bad afterall, its quite nice here. But still Taiping is better,n i so can't wait to go home. Home to where i belong, to where lake garden is to where Aey is waiting for me to go back n drive Aey. I miss driving my car. I wonder how is my car doing? Isit clean anot? Got ppl wash aey anot? Like will it miss me anot,maybe my car cried when i left,n still is crying but i didnt notice cos i was too kelam kabut to notice. Nvm when i m back i will go pujuk Aey..haha.yes, aku tak betul. Thats about it. I notice i m very cheong hei when i blog,but i like it that way.haha.
I know this is supposed to be about my new life,but missing my car n missing home is a part of my new life also wert,but who cares. Cukup,i m done.

Kesabaran.

I am thankful and very happy n of course very bahagia that my fire is burning.
It took so long for it to burn again,and its burning..finally..N it will keep burning n burning forever.
and i swear whoever that tried or gonna try putting out my fire i will chop them into gazillions of pieces, and i will not let anything or anyone do that again! i swear ppl.I swear! Aku Sumpah! eTyx swears!!! I will not let that happen again,once is more than enough.

The last time i blogged about patience is last last year??or last year??nvm..
Patience is they key, and now i have to b patience once again. I have no choice but to b patience until the day dat i will b going back comes...Can i? Even if i cannot ,even if i m impatient i have to b patient because,i have no choice but to b patience...
I just need to have a little patience,not little but alof of patiences.
Like everyone knows i m manusia impatient,so its not easy for me to b patience, but i actually am patience, and if i m not i m goin to be patience. Before this i had been patience for quite a long time but why is this time so hard for me?I duno what am i saying about..
Todays is just so not me,its not my day.

Kesabaran itula kuncinya. Aku terpaksa sabar,tiada cara lain.
Pengorbanan adalah mandatori,dan aku terpaksa bersabar sahaja.
ezenTyx bersabarla...

almost a month

Its been almost a month i m here already,time passes real fast rite?
Is it really fast or am i telling myself that it is fast so that june can come fast n i can go back like real fast too? I so can't wait to go back..
I like it here too,but stil home is always the best place. Taiping is still the best.
But then theres lots to do before June,like assignments,presentations,n tests n finals..
So better be fast everything.
Its march already,three months plus to go.

I wish i could do better by you,

Cause that's what you deserve

You sacrifice so much of your life

In order for this to work.

While I'm off chasing my own dreams

Sailing around the world

Please know that I'm yours to keep...

When you cry a piece of my heart dies

Knowing that i may have been the cause

If you were to leave

Fulfill someone else's dreams

I think i might toally be lost...