today...

so today is one quarter bad day...went to sch in da morn as usual bt nt late..stil got scolding from mother cos say i woke up lar..anway i dun care..n den finish sch at 4 bt hav to wait for sister until 4.50..n nw im here writing things..aih..its stil da same..after havin great talk wit my friends...i found out tat ther is stil one more thing tat is actualy i dun care..but to them i must care..anway im not goin to care..i hav to settle this one first.i reli thanked them cos at least there are ppl tat is listening to me..n giv me advice..heehee..i am sure that i will b able to cope n will go thorough this..i dun think tat i have to change..
do i?i don't think so..
i am reli hapy being me...
i think i am already hafway to success..heehee..
i think mayb i will go thorough this n hav a good laugh...heehee..oh my god.n friday is judgement day..report card day..woohoo..im like so goin to die..but nevermine lar..tats my life wat can i do huh?sumtimes i reli think n i hate myself but den i realise tat i must like myself...y must i hate myself?but i dun like being me...no matter what happen life must stil go one..
so i must b strong..
to face all the thing in life..
n wit tat i must live strong..
n do evrthing tat i want to who heartedly...(is word exist anot??i duno.)
ok..

-zen-29/june/05...