real deal?

come lets talk real life, the real deal.

The real deal in life is reality,rite?

so lets talk reality.

The reality is everyone grows up,and work,get married settle down have kids, do whatever people do, grow old, die. That is what happen in a normal life cycle, for most of us.

But i don't want this kind of life can?

I am already almost at a quarter of the normal life, i m at the part where i m on my way to get my degree and hopefully i will. but can everything normal stop here, i wan an exciting life after this, i dun wan to work, den get married, settle down have kids and take care of them n bla bla bla the usual stuff...i dont want my life to b like dat.

i want something different, i dont wan to work, or if i work i wan a work that i really really like, that i will b getting up n getting ready everyday excited to go to work, looking forward to everyday, doing something i have a passion for, just having a drink n bbq stall by the beach will make me happy, sitting around the stall everyday, suka suka go jump into the sea n swim swim swim..suka suka just baring n sleep on the beach..

n i also dun wan to b tied down, i wanna b free, like a bird, can just fly fly fly with no hala tuju also nevermine, as long as i am syok..

No commitment, no responsibility, just me being what i want to be..

Doing what i want to do, living life everyday like how i want to live that day.

for eg, today i want to be around town n tomorrow i want to leave to an island and the next day i will b home doing nothing, and then i just do what ever i want to la.

I can b ezen today and tomorrow i will b espanyol, and the next day i might b ezen again or mayb not.

n i don't wan to die of a sickness or of old age..

I know, think of life like this nonit think of money meh, yes i know i also need money..mayb work work work like shit n keep money n quit for a year den do the same thing again??