what is goin to happen?

What will happen to me in the future?

What will i do when i graduate, i thought i had that all in my mind,all the plans made by myself when i was thinking thinking,but today suddenly it hit me that will i really really follow what that i had planned for myself?

Will i continue masters? or i will actually just start working?

Start working, means supporting myself, earning money and feeding myself n all. I know everyone will have to start working someday n start supporting ourselves, we wont be dependent on our parent for the whole of our life, theres one point where we finally need to be independent, n all of that is coming in one year plus plus time?? whoah,thats big for me. But i know when that day comes, i will learn to value money more, and dun simply spend. Its not that now i don't value, its just when we can just ask for money n we would get it without need to do anything, we are still in the comfort zone, we know some how we will get it by just asking. its easy,just ask from our parents. There is this saying 'there is no such thing as free lunch', i truly agree with that, n i learn that from a camp i went after finishing form 5. yes, the only thing that i learned from that camp that i remember till today n will for the rest of my life is there is no such thing as free lunch. That camp is not all about that, n they didn't specifically tell us about that, it is just what i myself found out when i was there. But there are free lunches only from our parents. Their hard earned money are used supporting us, feed us, sending us to school n etc.. n one of the reasons parents work so hard are for their kids, n they hope nothing in return. N education nowadays are really expensive, kinder garden also damn expensive and canggih already, small small also go tuition d. n tuitions is like a must, n its also expensive. nowadays,after form five, almost everyone is getting a degree. So soon degree will b compulsory, like nothing already, everyone on the streets have a degree, n so people will have to do masters. n phd n the list continues..

Seriously i don't know what will i do after i graduate,work?masters?

anyhow,nevermine cos this is my now, so see how, just follow the flow.

oh,n yesterday my friend told me that the world is going to end in 2012 what month what day i forgot already. the first thing dat came up to my mind was, yorrr,den study so hard for degree for wat ma all wasted,ceh..so whatever it is i will live everyday to the fullest, cos i might just sleep n never wake up, or cross the road when i was walking to uni n got hit by a bus or car or motorbike n just never get to c the world again, or slipped n fall on the bathroom n hit my head n just die of internal bleeding in the brain, or heart attack den heart die, or alot more la..so so so don't have to really really think of the future,think abit bit enough d.

In conclusion, i am actually quite comfortable in where i am now, so just continue to be when i can right? n there is no need to make my self uncomfortable in the comfort zone. =)

n for all of that,i can continue being in the comfort zone, thanks to my papa n mami lo.