Made?Cooked?Baked?

Things i made/cook/ baked!

The first was the dessert i made! hehe...There is a thai name for the dessert but i duno what is it called.The dessert was also called Red Ruby, i think it is red ruby because there is this chunks of water chestnuts that was covered with tapioca flour n it looks like red ruby kot. But the one i made, got green ones also,hehe.
Oh, i think cookies was the first. I baked cookies, n the cookies with all kind of special special shapes,hehe. It was chocolate chip cookies with some strips of almonds.
N then the cup cakes!!!This one i got pictures, actually ejane mixed everything n i just decorated some of it lo, but still i m a part of it!Just look at the photos, it tells u everything!

All of it.nice rite? haha(click the pic to see the details on the cup cakes)

Fire, fire! Please burn!

N today we r going to make donuts! Then i duno what to make d! Must go think again!
Holiday is just super fun! So i m making good use of my holiday to cook n bake lo.
I woke up super late today, n was like shocked. I have to wake up earlier tomorrow!!!
There is something i want to blog about, but i will put it in another post later!

*how does the foods taste like? Should be nice la! haha!

My thoughts

This few days, i had been thinking deeply about my life.
What will i be in the future? Will i succeed or fail in life?
and i m tired of doing so!
I m tired of my thoughts! I don't want to think, think, think anymore!
Why can't i just live the present n don't care about the future n past? My thoughts is more to the future, so, why must i think so much about the future? Who knows what will happen in the future? Some people may know,but what i know is i won't know! Does the future really matters? I think it does,but i m just tired thinking about it! My mind have to stop thinking about it!

I have all the time i want now, and i don't know what to do to fill my time. N i m just too lazy to do anything! n that should be the cause of my thoughts...
I guess everything in life is like this,
when you want something, u will never get it but when you dont want it, it will just appear in front of u...

miracle

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
Its hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

I believe in miracle,do you? Once i thought that was miracle, but i was wrong, it was more like an obstacle for miracle,i think. Anyway what is done is done, let the past be in the past. Now, lets talk about the future. Nothing is easy and for everything we get there is a price to pay,just like the saying 'Nothing is free".To get something or to achieve something sure got some bump here n there,where got everything smooth only wan,right? Even highway also the roads not smooth eh. So,I believe and i will achieve. hehe =)
Why on earth am i suddenly blogging bout miracle? Just feel like it i guess. Maybe its because of the song from Mariah Carey & Whitney Houston that i m into this few days. So exams over, and i don't have to study for bout a month! What a relief ! =)

one more to go

One more paper to go and i m done for the semester!!!!
n i really really really really really want to pass all the subjects i took, that i will know on judgment day a.k.a result releasing day!
i just cannot wait for holidays to come, and that is happening after my last paper on friday!
last paper here i come!!!
ok,i have to force myself to study for the last paper....
How i wish i can study willingly, without me forcing myself to study.

i need help!
i m desperate...
for what huh?
i duno...
i m so going to slap myself...

update:
i know what help i need!
i need someone to slap me when i dont study!
thats very funny,cos now i m not studying n updating this post very important hor!
I cant wait for my holidays to come!
SO SO SO desperate for holiday!!!
coming soon after exams!
desperado equals me! again?aiyoh..
holidays equals motivation to study!

exams?

My exams starts next Tuesday, n yes that is why i am blogging. see,so soon exam coming again!
I am scared and stressed,but i m doing nothing.
Tan Yi Xuan, please study! study!
Dont start den stop! understand?
see,i m now talking to myself..oh,no!
ok, Tan Yi Xuan let me tell u something,
let the coming holidays be the motivation for u to study,okay? Can?
ok,holidays will be my motivation to study!
wish me luck!
thankq