some thing stupid!

My friday not bad...
I m a super eater nowadays,scary to myself. I was not like this before. Why? I duno n thats scaring me, if eat eat n no fat den nevermine, but if i become fat den how? i Dun wan to be fat!
I still feel hungry after i ate a bowl of prawn mee. how can that be ezen?
There is a cat walking on the roof i can see it from my window, i assume cat is good at climbing.
My exams is coming, n i need to study! i have to pass all the subjects i take this semester! i dun want to waste more time! know wat ppl? i dunt know wat to write today!
My mind is blank! empty!

green : I want handphone badly!
black : Go n Get one la!
green : How to get one?
black : Go n Buy from the HANDPHONE shope la,duh!
green : Buy?need money rite?
black : Of course la, abo use wat to BUY? u think show ur face n u can get one ah?doink!
green : maybe ler,my face so berharga.
black : ya,rite! ur face doesnt even look a bit berharga!
green : aiyo,den how ah? I got no money wor...
black : no money? Den go tekan money from the atm la
green : Atm?my atm no money inside wor..
black : i know ur atm inside no money, but the walking atm in ur house got money ma!
green : got walking atm wan meh?
black : think properly..think properly..
green : ermmmm...i really duno la
black : talk with u can heart attack ah! ur father la,doink!
green : ooooo..but..but..if he dun wan giv den how?
black : den nonit to buy lo!!!
green : but i want it badly!!!
black : no money how to buy?u beg la!
green : please..please..buy phone for me!!!
black : y u ask me to buy for u?
green : u ask me to beg ma, so i ma beg u la! wrong meh?
black : I din ask u to beg me la, dunwan talk to u d la!!!
green : wey,dun like dat la..wey..
tut.....tut....
green : Chilaka betul, like dat also close my phone! i paling hate ppl close my phone wan! Cis,bedebah!

a whole bunch of nonsense from me!

Love at first sight!

Hello,people...
I am goin to talk about wat i saw,n its love at first sight! ;) heehee...
This is wat u call :

Mesmerising!

Fabulous!

Fantastic!

Nice!

Perfect!

Greatest!

Hot!

Elegant!

OooLaaLaa!

Love!
True Love!
not only dat..
its LoVe at FIRST sight!

So, what izit that i m talking about???heehee...
That had just stole my heart!
That had just conquered my heart!
made me obssesed with that!
Crazy about that!
Dying for that!
That had made me fallen in Love....

N that is.....




Nokia N76!!!
I just loved it, when i saw it for the first time from the newspaper ad!
N then i was chatting with mei ling about it, n i've fallen in love with this phone! Deeper!
I really want this! its 1999 ringgit, but got no money, how??? sad case...
Luckily this one dun have green colour! if got i think i will be really really dying for it!!!
I m gonna try my luck when i c my father! hee hee....Wish me luck!
As if He is gonna get one for me, cause its too ex..n he will say its unneccessary..blablabla n bla..
Nevermine, just try, no harm trying. heehee...
But i already got plan to back up...heehee..
Wait, today is father's day, n i shud b giving my father a gift not expecting sumthing from him!haha...
Actually its okay, cause i m only goin to try my luck when i m bek in TAIPING!!!heehee...
Gotta stop now, or i won't stop talking about my LOVE...U ppl must be thinking that i m crazily obsessed! hahaha..nvm, ezen is abit crazy, i admit! What the nonsense am i talking about???nvm la..
N oh, before i forgot! Last nite i had this weirdest dreams! I dreamt of my teeth, i can just move my teeth n i can c my gums(is dat wat u call it?). What kind of dream is dat? Alot more weird weird things but i kenot remember...will post it out again if i happen to remember. N, So i woke up weirdly today because of those weirdy weirdy dreams...heehee..
Bubye,ppl!

Money

I found out ont thing last few days. Assignments and quizzes can make me save my money.
I have been doing my group project for the past few days, and that means most of my time was spent sitting infront of the screen, did not went out. So can save money.
Quizzes, by the thought that i need to study for my quiz, i did not go out n study, so can save money! Did i studied for quiz? Last minute study again! I was rushing the assignment so got no time to study, n when i finish it was about 10 sumthing yesterday nite. I was super duper tired at that time, n my Mind brain is not working already. So i did not study. I ended up studying a few hours before the quiz today. I only managed to study one chapter n the other i did not. I m not going to do as well as the last quiz! shity! shity! SHIT! nevermine, what is done is done! I cannot go bek to 2.30pm n take my quiz again. Done!

I finaly handed up the group project today! yay! n taken the quiz already!
Can take a break..but not for long cos got macro assignment DUE next friday! and then hav to study also cause Finals is two weeks from now! Time flies! These two weeks is goin to be the STressing Period! Hate it when i have to study! but NO CHOICE! i have to! Unless i was sumthing like the famous socialite paris hilton, She doesn't have to work also got money cause from her father. N if i m like her den dun have to study, cause got money d. So just live my happy life with Moneys n more moneys. But i dun wan to be in jail, so i just wana b half of her! C, i m merepeking again! I think i knw why i am talking about money today, must be from wat i studied for the quiz justnow, The Monetary(not sure whether i spelled it rite anot) system. The whole chapter is about money, quite interesting. As long as u knw how to use money u will understand.

gdnite ppl, before i continue writting more nonsense!

Ordinary not extraordinary

Today like every other day, woke up and went to college and came back when finish college. Nothing special or extraordinary happen today.
Just an ordinary day like every other day. Althoh everyday is like every other day, but i think there will stil be sumthing even a lil tiny thing can differentiate them, the monday u had this week won't be exactly the same with the one u had last week,rite?
emmm......
I was just thinking whether did any day that we had in our life had been repeated before on another day, and it must b exactly the same? Nevermine, dont bother its just another thing dat got into my mind.
Anyway, i think we must have different days in our live and never go through a repeated day. Then only there will be something that we will be looking forward to every day, every hour, every minute and even every second,rite?Life will only be interesting that way!Therefore Live life the fullest!!!
*got a msg from bolyn saying this : "Dream like u live forever, Live like u goin to die today (live to the fullest)" Thats the perfect sentence to end this post!
However, not going to end yet cause stil got something to say! I got assigments due on this friday and quiz on this friday! Oh My God!!!

monday is always blurrie

Yesterday i cannot sleep, how come? i was turning from this side to the other n again for duno how many times, and my eyes is stil widely open!
Since my eyes were still widely open n my mind of cos was fresh n clear. I had alot of thoughts in my mind like : hows my day goin to b when i woke up? my plans on my coming holiday, n blablabla. N of course those thoughts running in my head make things worst. I only get to sleep at about 4 am. To make things even worser i got class at 8 in the morning! GREAT!!!
So did i get up on time?
I woke up at 6.46 and i tell myself dat okay, i can sleep for a while sumore until 7. The next thing that happen is i hear some sound from the cat, the cat so evil la, i dahla got so little sleep n i wan to get a few more minutes of sleep also want to kacau, cis! i was so gerammed n thinking of going downstairs to throw the cat away. Eventually i did not, cause if i do i will never get to sleep...
Somehow i duno wat happen i fell asleep n i suddenly woke up n its 8.10 already! so, guessla wat happen...
Anyway went to class, and i find it really hard to pay attention in class. Finish class n went to curve! n thats my day...
~Nowadays alot of cats la at the jalan belakang. I think the population will bertambah n bertambah dengan very fast, cause the cat just beranak a few days ago in bibik's hse,n yesterday beranak again at the back of my house. I was just thinking, how come the cat din beranak sekaligus wan huh? Can keep n beranak the 2nd time? or thats just another cat? Baby cats look cute but they make alot of noise n mencemarkan my hearing,not good! Or izit the mother cat dat is making the sounds? Nvm, who make the sounds also its from the Cats = Kucing~
i m goin to ganti balik my sleeptime for yesterday...
gdnite ppl

Hello

Hello...
This blog is ketinggalan zaman,so i decide that i should update this since a few weeks ago,but i did not cause of my laziness.
Finally, today a sunday, the 10th of june two thousand seven i am back here again! *any compliment for me? Nvm i m just being me, SSing!
Let me think,ermm i had left this blog for almost two years and i decided to start blogging here again,y huh? bcos of some reasons la,hehe...
Just now there a lots of thing in my mind that i would like to write,but now my mind is kinda blank,how come? THis can't be! oh my god! Ezen needs help!!!
okay, i will start by talking about my life in the past two years? no, dats too much to write.
forget about that.
I am now in college for about a year already! No more in Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Convent Taiping d! That means i leave school for one year plus d! Time flies! Damn, i really miss school alot! i had so much fun in school. And of course i miss my beloved TAIPING too. Nvm TAIPING we will be meeting in a few weeks time. KL is okay, like every other ibu negara, busy city,packed with cars n ppl everywhere. Already one year so i m already used to everything here.
The most important thing that happen in my life for the past two years is dat, i got my driving license on the 20th of january 2006! Which means my license is one year four months + old d!
(on 20/1/2006 ezen shouts: i can drive! i can drive! i can drive! ye!ye! woohoo!)
FYI : i m actually tired of driving now,but stil enjoying driving sometimes. heehee :)
and one more thing my car is my LOVE! hee hee...
Next, go refer to my frenster blog first: zen-zen-tan.blogs.friendster.com/expecttheunexpected.
Cause the next thing i m goin to write is the continuation of a few posts from there...
i am happy that i finally found out the truth althoh the truth is kinda shocking, not only to me but also to Jane and Lei3. Its like at last i got the truth after one year?i think. Some ppl out there might think that,"aihyo,so long d know or not know also no difference la cause its all the past". But to me its different, i don't know how to describe, but its like "at last i know this is the truth and things were very much clearer now". Its a relieve to me tho. Another unexpected "event" that i get to experience in my life! Whatever that happen in the past let it be the past, n now just live to the future! Live life the fullest!!!thats the most important thing in life!rite ppl?
i think i m goin to stop here or u ppl will be bored d.
bubye!

destiny - marsha

bossanova-marsha

konsert-five..shes wonderful

behind these hazel eyes

seems like just yesterday..

u were a part of me...

i used to stand so tall..

i used to be so strong..

ur arms around me tight..

everything felt so right..

unbreakable like nothing could go wrong..

now i cant breathe ..

no i cant sleep..

im barely hanging on......

here i am once again...

im torn into pieces..

can't deny it..

can't pretend..

just thonght u were the one..

broken up deep inside..

u wont get to c the tears i cried..

bhind these hazel eyes..

its..friday..

i think evrything is goin to b ok lar..i fell so much better now...heehee...i think i can n i wil get over this very strongly n slowly..slow nvm bt as long as i did it den its ok..
nothing to write lar..